thesescarstellastory

    So. I've been fired. Someone told Kathy about my cutting, and she had a meeting with me, Rain, and Boomer. She said that there were rumors that i'd been hurting myself, and they wanted to come straight to the source and asked me. I said i used to, but not anymore. She said that they had to tell my mom. So they called her, and she came and picked me up. I really didn't want her to know.

7-15-10 So. I'm finally getting some help. I've cried more in the past few days than I have in months. For the first time in a while, someone else is in control. So we were in the waiting room from about 5 to 8:30. We waited more in the back room. I talked to Kittin, Strider, and Trey. Kittin in the front room, all 3 in the back. I felt like hypervenilating, so I decided to talk to someone that I trust, so I texted Kittin. That really helped me a whole lot. I took the evaluation eventually, and the lady decided I would stay in Peachford for a while. I was really scared, since I didn't know at all what to expect. I can only call or be visited

My little brother's literally tried to break my arm and kill me by pushing me out of a treehouse cause i wouldnt give him candy AND MOM DID NOTHING NOTHING i said "do you want to kill me? cause if you push me out you'll break my neck" and HE SAID YEAH IF YOU DON'T GIVE ME CANDY I'LL PUSH YOU AND BREAK YOUR NECK and he was jumping on my leg saying I'll break your leg if you dont give it to me same with my arm AND THEN HE WANTS TO PLAY THE FUCKING VICTIM and mom and dad are always like "oh the divorce is hard on him" HE DIDNT END UP BETRAYED AND ALONE WITH AN ABUSIVE ALCOHOLIC GRANDMOTHER WHO DROVE HIM TO SELF INJURY AND 3 DIFFERENT EATI